Wednesday, February 17, 2010


I'm lost and hurting deeply todau- my 15 yr old ran away. my 13 yr old when weighed at the dr office before surgery she weighed in at over 200 lbs. my 2 little ones are really sick. and this is final week of bootcamp. in my first video i said one goal was to finish- right now i don't feel like finishing. I feel like this is all too much - see i focused too much on me and look what happened. my kids need me- their life depends on it- there's all the proof right there smacking me in the face. yet here is this challenge- no one truly cares- no one is commenting- or suporting- is a lifetime to this bootcamp worth this sacrifice? this is me being real and being hurt and talking from my heart that really aches right now.

1 comment:

  1. Oh, sweetie, this looks and smells and tastes like an attack from the enemy, the one who hates you and all that you are doing. He does not want you to succeed. He'll do anything to make you quit. Don't let him. Fight! You do not need to fight alone. I'm here for you.

    Love you!